I really thought I was fucking done with this feeling for a while. God. Fuck this. I’m so angry and upset.
Tumblr is now unblocked at my school. This makes me happy.
Whenever I used to hear a song that amazed me as a kid, I would get goosebumps and think to myself that I could die right then and it’d be okay. Its funny how things flip around.
wish something profound could come out from within me
I dont wanna change but i dont wanna stay the same
i dont wanna go but im runnin
i dont wanna work but i dont wanna sit around
all day frownin
i dont wanna give up but i kinda wanna lie down not sleep just rest
give me a break how much does it really take
to get my head outta here
i been searchin
i dont know what for
i came across some girl
she was a tom boy
and i was a peepin tom on that scene
i was a peepin tom you know what i mean
i dont wanna go but its a one way street with me
so i’ve been told and im goin
when im down i would never come around
but you should be kind and read my mind
i dont wanna go on like this anymore
cmon little boy, don’t cry, you don’t need to understand the reasons why
I want to have a meeting with the 10 or 15 people that have most affected me in life and sob a whole lot while telling them my life story. I think about this often
Music is starting to sound sort of stale to me in a way so I am drowning myself in techno music which is not what I normally listen to. I listen to electronic music obvi but not nearly as much as anything else. I don’t know why im posting this because all you dubheads will scoff at me. FUCK YOU.
Some shit;
- zomby
- dj sprinkles
- matthewdavid
- samiam
- basically all of brainfeeder
- king tubby
- teams
i think i listen to so much music that i’m becoming desensitized to it.
I accidentally went to work today wearing one of my work shoes and one of my tennis shoes.
I went to motherfucking work today wearing two fucking different kinds of fucking shoes. MOTHERFUCK.
